Wishing Well.

THIS BLOG MAY BE TRIGGERING in no way am I trying to glorify self harm

Hi, This is my blog expressing my experience with self harm.

cut free since: 14/02/12
(DD/MM/YY)

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3 months and 7 days

3 months and 7 days

if I wasnt a week away from 3 months clean I would cut

youre right, self harm is definitely glamorous  
 23/11/11 & 11/2/12

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Does this ever happen to anyone else? Im confused hahaits only in these 3 scarsI was drinking last nightbut that doesnt really explain this….. 

Does this ever happen to anyone else? 
Im confused haha
its only in these 3 scars
I was drinking last night
but that doesnt really explain this….. 

Omegle

this is silly
but I was thinking
now that omegle has that common interests thing that you could put self harm in there as an interest and talk to other self harmers from tumblr

(stupid idea?
yeah okay sorry :c)
also you should like this if you think its a decent idea and would consider trying it 

2 months clean yesterday
Going out for dinner now as a reward to myself

doyouwantruth:

THIS IS FUCKING DARK.
If you self harm then I feel sorry for you as you have deep problems obviously.
If you self harm and take a fucking vile photo like this and put it on Tumblr, you’re a fucking attention seeking twat. This made me sick.

on this noteif anyone knows of or finds any reposts of my photos can you send me the link?its always so delightul to read the commentsthanks 

doyouwantruth:

THIS IS FUCKING DARK.

If you self harm then I feel sorry for you as you have deep problems obviously.

If you self harm and take a fucking vile photo like this and put it on Tumblr, you’re a fucking attention seeking twat. This made me sick.

on this note
if anyone knows of or finds any reposts of my photos can you send me the link?
its always so delightul to read the comments
thanks 

I feel bad for not uploading any photos in a while four days until Im two months clean :) 

I feel bad for not uploading any photos in a while 
four days until Im two months clean :) 

this is from a work sheet I did when I was in grade 3, I was roughly 7-8 years oldI had a lot of issues with making friendsall the friends I did make would abandon me and became friends with the skinny popular girlsmy only friend was a girl I didnt like and we were only friends because no one else wanted to be friends with us good times for little me

this is from a work sheet I did when I was in grade 3, I was roughly 7-8 years old
I had a lot of issues with making friends
all the friends I did make would abandon me and became friends with the skinny popular girls
my only friend was a girl I didnt like and we were only friends because no one else wanted to be friends with us 

good times for little me

Anonymous asked: you look at your cuts like they're a good thing , like a little puppy that needs a hug. that's the problem...just open you eyes and see the difference between good and bad..

I actually dont look at them like theyre a good thing
I feel differently about them everyday
sometimes I think theyre absolutely disgusting

I know cutting isnt a good thing
I know having your fat push up out of your wound isnt a good thing
I know cutting can potentially be life threatening which isnt a good thing 
and I know that my cuts upset my mum and that is a horrible thing

but its something I sometimes need to do to get by

and sometimes its something I enjoy or look forward to doing

its a love hate relationship
just like many other people have with many other things 

if you have ever cut then you probably understand what I mean 

thank you for your time